This is somewhat like "what's interesting about you" but different cuz this is more of an embarassing thing that you are willing to share..I hope a thread like this hasn't already been made cuz then I would feel really stupid....

Let's see now....I must confess that I am a deeply in love with my hubby...:heh:

now it is your turn....so post on....^_^

I stepped on my neighbours flowers, ripped them from their essence, spat and danced on them and left them for dead.

I was once at the market, and this man was doing a display with those blo-pens. There were quite a few people about...
I said, "I remember, when I was young I had those! But they never worked because they were too dry, and we had to put the tips in water..."
"But, these weren't these pens, were they?" The guy chuckled nervously.
"I dunno, they're all the same..."
The people watching the demonstration walked away. I felt so bad for losing this guy's customers... And Mum rubbed it in as well >< Not really embarassing, but I feel bad about doing it.

Yay, I feel...slightly better admitting this!

At my first forum, I thought one of the admins was a girl because he liked shojou manga (I'm sorry, I didn't know guys could like shoujo manga T_T)

I still sleep with a stuffed animal in my arms.

Don't feel bad... I don't lay on my pillow, i hug it as i sleep.

I can't sleep without unless there is almost no light, and my computer on...

Hm... What haven't I said?

I'll confess that I used to cut myself.

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The last time I went to any of our school's sporting events was about seven years ago.

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i think if i reach my desired weight, i'll make a new desired weight every time. and therefore, start thinking crazy like i can never be skinny enough.

luckily, i haven't reached my desired weight yet.

I like porn.

i think if i reach my desired weight, i'll make a new desired weight every time. and therefore, start thinking crazy like i can never be skinny enough.

T_T same here.

I like to give people the finger behind their backs.....XD only the ones that piss me off though. I'm still wating to get caught.

@ Traya: Yay you and muffin can start a club! :whistle:

I was riding to school on the bus, and we were passing really slow by some british kids so I mooned them...

lol .. here's my confession

1.im obsessed with my weight to the point sometimes where i go anorexic for a month and weeks after that i turn belimic.

2.i used to cut

3. i made out with my ex. friend's ex. boyfriend

4. i lie to get what i want

5. i sneak out of the house. cuz im a girl and for some reason unlike guys i cant go out whenever i want

6. i hate backstabbers, ho's and players

okay thats enough ...

I always lie.

(Have fun with that paradox XD)

Hah! Good one there, Gand! :heh:

Now it's my turn. I must confess that I'm not a very active member. That's a fact.

Edit: Oh my! Have I a big avatar or what?! :blink:

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I once walked into a parked truck while thinking, "Oh, there's a parked truck, I'd better not walk into it..."

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. . .

I once had a conversation with a girl, and I told her some personal things, and when I picked up my head it wasnt the girl I thought I was talking to! lmao

Uh... I told someone that I love them but I don't >_<

::tackles Mirri:: don't be such a dork okay?

My grandparents want me to marry in a specific korean family. I don't hate the girl I'm supposed to marry but I haven't told her yet. Not from lack of trying. -_- only met her twice. I also seem to get into more fights than most people and have been using a 16 pound bokken (sword) which is against the rules since I'm technically too light to use it.

Sword Sword Swooooorrddds( off topic again....) hmm umm I confess, I love swords

Me too... I wanted to decorate my room this holiday. so now it's white and decorated with cheap swords from a store nearby. My only prized one is my uncle's one ^_^ No one ever wants to go to my room anymore.... not like they wanted to anyway. Sorry to sound sadistic but swords are only good if they're put to use. You can order em from toys and joys (the store nearby). com but most of em suck. :P

Ignore this, I realize just how not true and absurd the statement was.

I confess I destest little children, especially those that treat you like a pillar and run around you.

Obsessive lies.

Megalomania...:whistle:

:unsure: worry to much and bottle up my feelings, have emotional breakdowns. very bad.

i self harm, and in the past, have threatened suicide to get people off my back :S

::In love::

But my devotion kills me. There was a point in our relationship when I did realize that I really would die for him, and that they weren't just words.

I bit my nails. I'm a melomaniac. I always take my brother's VCD and watch them locked in my room (I watched The Bible Black when I was alone in my house)

One time my school was having a car wash to raise money for our music program. When this really expensive looking car came in, everyone started cheering and we started scrubbing it. I scrubbed one of the mirrors and I pressed too hard and heard a clicking sound. Something must have broke inside! I just left pretending I didn't do anything. No one noticed. :sweat:

I bit my nails. I'm a melomaniac. I always take my brother's VCD and watch them locked in my room (I watched The Bible Black when I was alone in my house)

You kinda have to go to a confessional after watching THAT anime. It's just so... -It can be put to words- Not .... right ...

read my latest topic...that's my confessional...although I think it won't be there for awhile since the system keeps logging me off of the forums and I have to start over...happened twice now

I was cleaning today and accidentally knocked my sister's toothbrush into a dirty litter tray. And didn't bother cleaning it properly.

...Hehehe...

umm...right...about that topic...it's not yet set up so...wait for it...it's titled: I feel...strange

EDIT: yep it's up...although it's not complete yet

The Bible Black is an anime? I thought it was a movie... well, I've only seen episodes 1 and 2 then.

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One time my school was having a car wash to raise money for our music program. When this really expensive looking car came in, everyone started cheering and we started scrubbing it. I scrubbed one of the mirrors and I pressed too hard and heard a clicking sound. Something must have broke inside! I just left pretending I didn't do anything. No one noticed. :sweat:

oWn3d. :shifty:

guess what! there's more dirt on me!

1. liar(not anymore)
2. used to cut school (although I didn't know it was cuttin classes back then)
3. Obsessive...well aren't we all?
4. One time during winter...I was at school, it was snowing...I gathered all the snow I can get, formed a snowball about double the size of my fist...threw it at my friend, I missed and hit car...there was a small dent

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Um, I burned a little bit of my brother's hair with a lighter when he was sleeping. I was curious if it will ACTUALLY burn, and yep.....it burned:heh: . To save his head from roasting to a crisp, I whacked his head with a pillow until the flame went out. Till this day, he thinks it was my cousin who was sleeping over that day. Haven't told a single soul till now lol-_- ...

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But you...
you write
such pretty words
But life's no storybook
Love's an excuse to get hurt
and to hurt

Do you like to hurt?
I do, I do
then hurt me..


lol

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I wasted my first kiss on someone I don't love. This is something I truly regret.

When my Fiancee broke up with me I had a mental breakdown, every night I had to go out side in my back yard and pace back and forth, crying my eyes out, screaming at the top of my lungs (bet my Neighbors weren't too happy) then a few months went on like this, but then one night I heard a voice saying my name (in my head) "Sukate... Sukate..." like a whisper. Then I stopped pacing and listened...but nothing else, like it was just trying to get my attention. Then the next night I took my Katana too my stomach...but something stopped me, it was hope, and my love for her. I knew that some day we would get back together, and I was right ^^, but things aren't going as good as I would like them too...

I lock the door to read manga... (It's 'cause they're not mine)

I was really mean to this little 6th or 7th grader who wore the same stripy green sweater and brown old man pants every day. He was hanging around near me and my friends and we started laughing at him behind is back because he was squating and and flashing his see through white underwear at the world.

I feel really bad about that so the next time I see him I'm gonna say hi and be nice.

I've had more blondes than brunettes.

I've tried to kill my self before oh and I love cheese ^^

oh my god, thats awful... are you being serious?

today i was chewing gum and had my uniform untidy... i am such a rebel.<_<
that little act of insubordination earned me a detention.
yep, thats the way i tell 'em.

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^ Damn. I know. Especially if they, like... er... *blushes* OK, I have a thing for shounen-ai. BUT!!! only if they're cute >_<

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but at least you're not a horrible person. :cry:

:comfort:

That lies in the eye of the beholder. Opinions will change from person to person, and I don't think the scales will ever tilt in a positive way.

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M, I just want to let you know that you are not alone.

I have a thing for girls of a certain height and build.

They're just so friggin' CUTE.

-I- stole the cookies from the cookie jar.

IT WAS ME ALL ALONG. HAHAHAHAHA.

-I- stole the cookies from the cookie jar.

IT WAS ME ALL ALONG. HAHAHAHAHA.

you monster. cookie monster^.^

That lies in the eye of the beholder. Opinions will change from person to person, and I don't think the scales will ever tilt in a positive way.

Dont be so tough on yourself. :comfort: I dont like it when others are sad, even if i dont know them that well :heh:

Alright, it seems wrong to think about these things. But at least you have the will power to stop yourself from going beyond thinking about it! u can deal with it now, if your afraid it will carry on.

there will always be people who will support you!:lol:

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Dont be so tough on yourself. :comfort: I dont like it when others are sad, even if i dont know them that well :heh:


Same here! I had to make sure I didn't cry after reading some posts of this topic...well, one, but...
I can't help myself. I cry very easily from reading people's pains. It's probably compassion or something...even if what the person said could possibly endanger my own life, or the lives of innocent people. Maybe it's because there are things that I hide from everyone, no matter who...reading other people's problems quickly gives me a way out of my own. It sounds very selfish....but when I think about it, I am selfish.

On another note, listening to "Passion" (KH2 Opening! Whoo!) seems to fit this topic.

Maybe it's because there are things that I hide from everyone, no matter who...reading other people's problems quickly gives me a way out of my own. It sounds very selfish....

If you said that you were never selfish, that wud be a lie. Everyone at some point in their lives will act apon their own selfish needs either for themselves or others!
Even me writing this maybe selfish of myself, cus others may not want to read what i've written, because its annoying! :P
Or if i die for someone i love because i want them to live, but that person may hate me for it because i died for my own selfish reason of needing to save that person without their consent.
u get wat i mean?@_@ [i write such crap sometimes, but its gota come out sumtime!]

I've learned that the chance of me finding a girl like her again are slim to none.

Why? WHY?!

....I....seduce men by eating strawberries.....LOL:heh:

I see the meaning behind your sig, then. XD

I never show any signs of emotion during classes...I just have a smile on my face, it doesn't matter what I'm feeling...sad, angry, jealousy and such...I hide it with a smile, which most people consider a good thing. I don't know why...I'm just like that I guess, but when a break comes(lunch and after school) I'm just happy, this came in very handy when I found out that Sheena and my good friend got together, I was filled with mixed emotions, but hid it....
she just came up to me and said "____and I got together, isn't that great?"
I smiled and said "If you're happy, then I'm happy"
She looked at me in a different way...sort of with more respect or something similar...but she looked at me differently after I said that...

well, I just wanted to get that off...it's nothing serious really...although my friends keep wondering why I'm always upbeat XD

I'm totally like Chris above!:heh: Well I only smile..but rarely hide my emotions...but everyone that knows me...says I am always smiling..That is only when I'm outside of the house! Inside I'm way more mellow...yeah I only smile because...actually I really don't know why...:\

When im feeling bad i eat a whole bag of doritos to myself...one of those big lime dipper bags.

I started cutting again...-_- But I'll try to stop.

(Not to mention all the new songs I've composed out of depression! One after the other!)

I'm totally like Chris above!:heh: Well I only smile..but rarely hide my emotions...but everyone that knows me...says I am always smiling..That is only when I'm outside of the house! Inside I'm way more mellow...yeah I only smile because...actually I really don't know why...:\

you remind me of soujiro from the anime rurouni kenshin

hhmm... i smile even when im irritated to hide my emotions^.^ im not that good in expressing emotions. even saying the "143" to someone is very difficult:heh:

I started cutting again...-_-

STOP! "Trying" might not be enough! Please STOP! :(

I've learned that the chance of me finding a girl like her again are slim to none.

Why? WHY?!


not all girls here are obsessive and mean^.^ dont lose hope! that time will come;)

I agree with marlon. Don't cut yourself! I always blame the media for spreading news about actions like that and when people read or hear about it they do it.

Don't cut ureself, cut paper and the table! my friend had started cutting herself and taking over doses of sleeping medicine. She had to go to hospital becasue of it. She'd gotten better. but shes got scars on her arms, people stare at them and whisper behind her back, so shes gone back to cutting. Plz do do what my friend's done, her parents now can't trust her, and she hasn't been back to sch for ages.
If you say you will try, then stop ureself, before you cut.

I said try because I thought I stopped last time and would take this urge out in drawings and music. Unfortunately I think I've become alittle too dependant on these things and when my piano stopped working and ran out of pencils and paper, I used the nearest thing I could find: Scissors.

Geez, it's like smoking.

I'll stop. I found a new thing to take my depression out on! Lucid dreams! :shifty: I could do anything I want in a dream.

I seem to do that all the time <3 Dreaming takes you everywhere you want to be, especially when I'm depressed. So go do that!

Confession: ...I really want to add Japanese suffixes on people on this forum. Really badly. T.T Although I'd probably refer everyone as blahblah-san, or -chan, or -kun! XD It's a habit I got from my first forum.

I used to do that Rogue-rin, but Angelic-sama stopped me from doing that. And with good reason too!

I wonder why...honestly I don't see any reason why not too besides that people would get annoyed being called blah-san all the time, or they don't know what the suffix means.
Like, what's -rin? XD

Because it's kinda silly to just throw around name suffixes in a foreign language, we speak English on this forum. And on the subject of foreign languages shouldn't your user name be Le Papillon Rouge ?

one confession...when im bored i make a tally chart of stupid comments and questions made by my classmates

one physics lesson this one guy had reached way over twenty...and i left the paper in the class room :heh:

I never go to school football games because we lose every game

one confession...when im bored i make a tally chart of stupid comments and questions made by my classmates

one physics lesson this one guy had reached way over twenty...and i left the paper in the class room :heh:

Haha, reminds me of this really stupid kid, durring lunch when we were getting our food he asked, "Is there any lettuce at the salad bar?" Hehe, A person replied, "No, it's a salad bar. Who the hell asks a shit question like that?"

one confession...when im bored i make a tally chart of stupid comments and questions made by my classmates

one physics lesson this one guy had reached way over twenty...and i left the paper in the class room :heh:

I used to do that. I got some really crazy things. "She smells like curry because she's Japanese" made me giggle.

I think i'm very obsessive over my friends... I c them talking or having fun without me and i get really jealous. Then if i pass them in the hallway, and they dont wave or talk to me, i start to blame myself... and that it's me who's making them hate me. Then whenever i see them i ignore them...
I duno why... its just a weird thing i do, but no one notices cus i always act hyperactive and chatty... then it just passes...

>_>

An 11 year old girl has a crush on me. Lately I've been considering, why the hell not? For like a second.


it was, the dirtiest moment of my whole life.



I look, a hellevalot younger than what the average 18 year old guy should look like. So alot of people mistake me for a freshmen.

it was, the dirtiest moment of my whole life.

I wouldn't suggest living my life, then...

Because it's kinda silly to just throw around name suffixes in a foreign language, we speak English on this forum. And on the subject of foreign languages shouldn't your user name be Le Papillon Rouge ?
...really...? Hmm XD I don't know French very well, really.
Maybe I should change my name...or just command everyone to call me Crimson (since we can't say Crimson-chan on this forum).
[Le Papillion Rogue-The Red Butterfly-Crimson Butterfly of the Snow]

Wow, these confessions are pretty interesting to read.

Which leads to confession of the day: I have a song about Elements (as in, elements of the periodic table) playing, and it's addicting. Really addicting.
But educational!

well educational is always good...right?

I confess that I'm far too educated for my own good.

Which leads to confession of the day: I have a song about Elements (as in, elements of the periodic table) playing, and it's addicting. Really addicting.
But educational!

Ohh i think i mite no what song ure talking about! Does it have a man singing the elements out really fast, and theres a black background and the elements he sings out then show up on the background?!

Omai_Sagarai: Yup, that's it <3 XD Darn Science class.

Lol! My friends and I tried to learn it for a presentation.... it went totally wrong, but we got a gd grade for trying to make it fun! XD!

i want to kill my bf's best friend. honestly.

i have yet to save any money for university

I eat Marmite with a knife on its own. Its so damned good... *drools* Mmm, so good.

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they have the whole collection of those at thinkgeek.com

I want one

another confession...i have yet to stick to lent...oops

I have wicked stepmother that I´ve been seriously contemplating to hurt....bad.

I once had a though of killing my mom to get all her money...

=O thought*

I've peed in public before (like...outside...as in on concrete) =] Annnnd I'd do it again if I had to go bad enough XD

wow..

i pee near the tennis courts all the time..

oh that reminds me, Ive peed on myslef before b/c i was trying to switch urinals in the middle of a piss.

...just..randomness.

wow..

i pee near the tennis courts all the time..

oh that reminds me, Ive peed on myslef before b/c i was trying to switch urinals in the middle of a piss.

...just..randomness.

LMAO! XD

Wow...haha! My turn! I've considered suicide but I decided to never do it (I'm not going to give up like that) and I consider cutting often. I don't know. Maybe it is relieving. *shrug* Don't bash me or someting. I've gotten a lot of PM's lately from people saying I should be depressed and stuff (ok...2). But the internet is my mask, so to speak. It is where I feel like I am talking to my self because chances are I don't know most of the people here.

My self-esteem is drived by Mistress...
I'm traducing a manga of my brother... but he doesn't know

lol, sounds interesting! I should do the same thing...except it's a novel...I can't draw to save my life T_T

I must confess...
I still can't get over Sheena, but I'm falling for her friend...

i admit.. coming so close to losing my bf made me realize how lucky i am <3

Im actualy proud of my friend becomeing an SG
:heh::whistle:

whats SG?

lol, doesnt matter then

no go on, tell meeeeee i want to learn:cry:

wow..

i pee near the tennis courts all the time..

oh that reminds me, Ive peed on myslef before b/c i was trying to switch urinals in the middle of a piss.

...just..randomness.

Fob's a girl so it makes it a thousand more times surprising.

er....trying to switch urinals in the middle of a piss?! what do they teach you in Australia? the heck!

I touch myself at night.

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I touch myself at night.

You. Sick. Perv. XD

Well i'll confess i am bad
not as in bad bad
I meant bad as in cool
that really isnt A confession is it?
Well i hurted my head
making me regret all i said

Well i'll confess i am bad
not as in bad bad
I meant bad as in cool
that really isnt A confession is it?
Well i hurted my head
making me regret all i said

Ummm... Bad isn't cool... It's... bad... XD

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I have´nt had sex in a while

and that sucks.

:blink:

I confess that i have cravings for....raw spring onion!:sweat:

I can't seem to talk to someone who I used to chat with all the time...

I got jealous because all my friends in school had crushes, so I picked a friend to be my crush and now I'm almost obsessed with him. How I regret doing that in the first place....

Ummm... Bad isn't cool... It's... bad... XD
Its jus slang man
U gotta learn it or u aint ever gonna be bad like me
(by bad i meant cool)
u know like hairstyle
a person can have a bad ass hairsyle
Cuz its bad like that man
See what i mean
iz just slang u gotta learn
to understand what those words mean
to people with attitude or experience
u got me son?

I like the thought of someone stalking me :think:
there is one factor that has lead me to this conclusion though so I shall explain ^_^

well honestly I think it would be cool to have someone dedicate their life to just following me around, it would make me feel special in a sick and weird way :\ chya I'm weird :heh:
Me too.....

Its jus slang man
U gotta learn it or u aint ever gonna be bad like me
(by bad i meant cool)
u know like hairstyle
a person can have a bad ass hairsyle
Cuz its bad like that man
See what i mean
iz just slang u gotta learn
to understand what those words mean
to people with attitude or experience
u got me son?
what is wrong with you?

ah, so many differnt types of slang @_@
especialy the 'u got me son?' bit.

my confession. somehow ive had atleast two pints for the last 5 days

Its jus slang man
U gotta learn it or u aint ever gonna be bad like me
(by bad i meant cool)
u know like hairstyle
a person can have a bad ass hairsyle
Cuz its bad like that man
See what i mean
iz just slang u gotta learn
to understand what those words mean
to people with attitude or experience
u got me son?

You need a life. XD

I'd rather much stay the way I am now if what you're saying means "cool."

@Miranda: It's not that bad. :P

Its jus slang man
U gotta learn it or u aint ever gonna be bad like me
(by bad i meant cool)
u know like hairstyle
a person can have a bad ass hairsyle
Cuz its bad like that man
See what i mean
iz just slang u gotta learn
to understand what those words mean
to people with attitude or experience
u got me son?

"You got me son"? That's really old!

Heres another slang word, but everytime i hear it i burst out larfing!
Your so fat! lol, it doesn't mean fat as in eat too much fat or obese. Basically fat just means it looks good.
E.g Your eye's are soo fat!
Never fails to crack me up! :lol2:

Also while im at it, over here in London, sick also means the equivalent of"bad" or "cool"
E.gThat's Sick bruv! (bruv is just another way of saying mate, pal, friend so on..

Slang is soo fast moving and full of crappyness!:sweat:

"You got me son"? That's really old!

Heres another slang word, but everytime i hear it i burst out larfing!
Your so fat! lol, it doesn't mean fat as in eat too much fat or obese. Basically fat just means it looks good.
E.g Your eye's are soo fat!
Never fails to crack me up! :lol2:

Also while im at it, over here in London, sick also means the equivalent of"bad" or "cool"
E.gThat's Sick bruv! (bruv is just another way of saying mate, pal, friend so on..

Slang is soo fast moving and full of crappyness!:sweat:
isn't that 'phat'?

Hm.. thats what i thought, but my friend so convinced that it was spelt "fat"...
-shrugs- either way i dont mind.

I, too, confess that I have an unexplained frustration with people that can/will not type in proper english. I'm not expecting some poetic form of connnectiveness inside the posts, but <RANT> COMEON! IT'S NOT THAT HARD TO TYPE OUT /YOU/ instead of /U/

</RANT>

What about capital letters?

It doesn't bother me that much UNLESS SOMEONE JUST LEAVES THE CAPS LOCK ON THE ENTIRE TIME IN A POST, I MEAN, THIS IS KINDA ANNOYING, ISN'T IT?

I was once told that typing in caps is the same as yelling. So long as the caps are not on the entire time, I don't care that much.

Hm.. thats what i thought, but my friend so convinced that it was spelt "fat"...
-shrugs- either way i dont mind.
it is 'phat', i was given a nickname with that in ages ago...still dnt knw why

it is 'phat', i was given a nickname with that in ages ago...still dnt knw why

Slang works in mysterious ways... XD

-folds arms- yes very mysterious.. and once you understand one slang word it changes to another. -shakes head-

How ironic. Americans can make up a word and spell it phat using the ph, but refuse to use sulphur as normal language and spell it sulfur. In other words, they're just becoming english.

And if that wasn't the only thing Americans are stubborn about...why don't we use the metric system? It would be so much easier if we adopted it as an official unit of measurement! Then we wouldn't confuse the rest of the world ^.^

Today's confession: I'm sick, and I hate it, and it's cold, and I hate it!
And I have a tendency to copy other people. Blarg XD!

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alright.
-brings thread back to life-

I have a confession.
don't judge me or I'll slap you.
I don't want your sympathy either.



the fact is that for the past couple of months I've become anorexic. I won't get diagnosed by a doctor either. so there you have it.
10:38 at night tired as fcuk and I have just told my secret.


Edit: Did some research and it's bulimia nervosa.

That was unexpected to say the least :unsure:

I'll confess I like to give up and then complain about it, anything any subject school, women, any other activity, I give up and realize im going to fail before I even start.
...so I do. (SURPRISE!)

I also kinda hate myself most of the time..

urg now I feel like an attention whor3

I tend to feel lonely because I'm just at home most of the time doing nothing, and I tend to take that out on others once they do have time for me instead of being busy with school or work.

I reserve a special brand of hatred for paedophiles.

I have fantasies of catching one of them red-handed and breaking all of their fingers and stamping their bollocks into squishy meat-paste.

im a gun nut, but i dont like hunting.

@ dark bring: i want to lure a pedo/rapist out of the internet, using his tactics, and then gut him with a machette at night in a park, stick him in a large hokey bag, throw him in a gasoline fire in a dumpster. ( hate pedos too ^^ )

clicheed vigilanteism is one of my flaws...

I recommend you both see the movie hard candy...

I confess I spend way too much time online...and sometimes feel bad about it.

I spent a lot of time online, too, so it's okay...

I confess that I take medications for depression.

And I confess that I bite my nails really short.

And I confess that I cried during the SpongeBob SquarePants movie.

Well, nobody's perfect.

I confess that......
I'm sensitive.
I rip the skin off my hands.
My temper has led me to injury.
I used to use txt tlk last year.
I hate txt tlk, so I'm a hypocrite.

I am emotionally unstable.
I am a liar, a cheater, a hypocrite and a slacker.
I am possessive, insecure, mentally unstable* and paranoid.
I am a noob deep down.
I never work hard enough.
I have no self-esteem.
I bitch at people for bitching.
I hate myself for hating and I am a spineless coward.

I am awesome, no? I love me too.

I am awesome, no?

yup, you rock!;)


I confess that......
I'm sensitive.
I rip the skin off my hands.
My temper has led me to injury.
I used to use txt tlk last year.
I hate txt tlk, so I'm a hypocrite.

/me hugs.

I confess that to this day I cry in that episode where Ash tries to leave pikachu behind.

I confess that......
I used to use txt tlk.
I hate txt tlk, so I'm a hypocrite.

Same goes for me. Actuallly I'm even worse. Sometimes I still use txt tlk, and yet I still hate it. Heh, that's another thing about me. I never really make much sense.
Also, I like to keep my emotions kinda bottled up, and then they all come spilling out at once. Sometimes that's not a good thing, cause I end up taking my anger out on the wrong people.
I once bitched about someone in a text to my friend, but I accidently sent it to the person I was bitching about. Yeah, I'm not very clever at all...-_-

^ Me too, usually I pour all of my anger to myself.
Never in my entire life did I say something encouraging about myself.
I still bite my nails (how unlady-like!)
I won't sleep until my nightlight is turned on.

From what I just said, I think I'm still not mature enough for my age. XD

I never do my work early and allways leave it last minite
I'm never happy with my own work and choices
I'm overly sesative and empathic to other peoples feelings
I hate hurting people to the point that i end up hurting myself
I allways doubt those around me

eeep, far too much written there

i never truly express my real feelings
i lie a lot, to myself mostly, because its easyer that way
i dont really trust people
i dont bite my nails, but i HATE SUNLIGHT. I HATE IT SO MUCH.
i cried 60 seconds when my dad died, i was 15, that was the last time i cried.
im quite ok with the feeling repressal issues, because ive experienced 2 dreams in this year, and my feelings were purged (hatred and sadness) if i can keep having those dreams at a normal interval, im fine for ever. (wow that first one was wild. it only lasted about a second, but it was so intence it pretty much hurt, phisically, i mean i was sore for a few days)

ah, what the hell. its not like you all come to my school or anything.

I have to admit I don't trust anyone, I take anything said to me to have a double meaning and I'm very paranoid of what people might think of me.

I have to admit i can't be bothered to read a single post on this thread.

You ever hear about focusing on the good points ^_^

ummm, we would if it was the point of the thread. but due to it being the confessional i think it would be off topic to do so

I used to use txt tlk last year.
I hate txt tlk, so I'm a hypocrite.

I once taught a class in text talk when I was writing on the board because I didn't have enough time to write everything i wanted to teach. :sweat:

Looks like a lot of people have the same confession as me. Yay, I'm not alone.
^ it's ok. My teacher writes half in short hand, half in txt tlk.

I didn't cry when a close friend of the family died but I cried during Open Season when Boog decided to stay in the forest.

I can't make a decision in a split second.
I lied about my weight before. lol
I stole chocolate from my friend. haha
I hate people, liars, cheaters, rude people, bad drivers.
I should be studying chemistry right now.

I always wait to the last mintue to do something because I over estimate my own abilities.
I always complain about my weaknesses but never try to turn them into my strenghts.
I stay up too much to the point where I pass out sometimes (I can't really sleep at night. Maybe I have a disorder or something?)
I have a tendency to keep my friends from being too close because I don't want to be hurt when they leave in the end.
I didn't cry when several of my family members died and I was pissed when I had to go to their burials.
I sometimes wish I was a girl....it has been really creeping me out lately from even thinking like that.
I sometimes go w/ the crowd in order not to feel left out.
I like to collect stuffed dolls of video games and anime characters
I'm sometimes too honest about myself and let out my own personal sercets as you can tell. :heh:

I don't like telling people too much about myself. It's getting to the point where I feel like I'm just hiding who I am and what I think.

And I keep on resolving to talk to someone but, in all honesty, I won't do it because I don't think that anyone gives a toss.

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i was walking up the stairs at school, triped and rolled backwards onto the guy i have a huge cruch on

I'm terrible at remembering names.....
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I do the same thing too. I don't know how many times I said "how are you?" or "what have you been doing?" or just "hey". :mellow:

I don't like telling people too much about myself. It's getting to the point where I feel like I'm just hiding who I am and what I think.

And I keep on resolving to talk to someone but, in all honesty, I won't do it because I don't think that anyone gives a toss.

well i think you should try to tell some one about yourself even if you dont think they'll care. it will be a great lift of your shoulders.


i think i get myself to involved in other peoples problems. i just want to help out everyone but....*sigh* i dont know

I lie to myself... I smile when I'm sad, even if there's nobody around

(This is easy for any musician, or person in a field like this)

People think of me as one of the best pianists aroun at my school (Though, I'm the best at my school; for a fact)--

but I actually suck! I make a shim load of mistakes in the Pathetique that I'm practicing.

I'm the only one that can tell my mistakes at my school also. Only some of the music teachers can hear my imprefections. It's kinda funny because I say I mess up, not completely through the song off. @_@

^ That's true actually. I suck at piano too, but my friends think I'm leet for the fact that there are no others who can 'play' the piano around ~

Um, what else... I'm really, really hypocritical.

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I procrastinate forever.

I haven't actually finished a single book in AP English yet.

I'm a megalomaniac. I plan on taking over the world someday, and the thought of destroying cities, provinces, and countries full of civilians for my own gain doesn't bother me in the least.

Which is weird, because everyone I know thinks I'm the sweetest guy ever. Fools! Hahahahaa!~! :shifty:
Actually, they're kind of right. I am really nice to people I know; I can't help falling in love with people once I get to know them. I couldn't care less about people I don't know though. ~sigh. Just make sure you're friends with me when the Grand Revolution begins. XD

Ah well. = .=

Also, I visited a friend at her university for my birthday. (She invited me.) Two girls offered me birthday secks and I turned them both down, expecting to get some from my friend later. My friend didn't screw me. The next day I told the story to another friend ("WHY WOULD SHE INVITE ME TO SLEEP OVER FOR MY BIRTHDAY IF I WASN'T GETTING SEX?!!?) and he nearly fell over laughing:

"Dude, she's a lesbian!"

Turns out, she just wanted to spend some time with me, watch some sex in the city, etc.
It was still one of the most fun nights of my life though, walked around the city drunk out of my mind with my friend and like 12 of hers, so whatever. I thanked her for a great birthday anyway. ^_^

Also, I seriously contemplate suicide every once in awhile. Not out of depression or lack of self-esteem or what have you, but out of extreme boredom. Of course, I snap out of it seconds later and slap myself on the head for thinking about killing myself over having nothing fun to do. I'm such a hedonist! XD
Has anyone else ever done that? I always laugh right afterwards, at having had such a ridiculous thought.

I plan suicides whenever im bored, yeah. but i have mild depression so its not exactly the same thing. but the slapping yourself on the head and telling yourself off sounds all too familiar xD

Im pretty arrogant when it comes piano playing because its the only thing i can actually DO in life (no joke). example; at college now, the very first lesson we were asked to play something to the class, i played Scarbo; just to dare anyone else to try and match me- even though the rest of the class were only like grade 5/6 max. i feel really bad about it now though because there isnt a single pianist in college who will play in front of me. bless them xD

cant wait to go to music college now because i think i need calming down in terms of constantly feeling i have to prove myself

I know absolutly nothing about how my computer works. As long as it has worked i'v not bothered to find out why.

*I've been told that I needed a life.
*Basically, the reason for that is because I like music so much.
*I once practiced on the Clarinet for 6 hrs 25 minutes straight because I was bored.
*I am the only one that can compose ANYTHING in my school (excluding teachers).
*I never wanted to go to school dances...
*I am not very social in life.
*I was able to skip Algebra I, take Geometry for a quarter, and stay in Algebra II. All in one year...

^ I admire Clarinetist's awesome drive. :3
On the same note, I'm extremely lazy.
On another similar note, my teachers got together in 7th grade and talked to my principal; he then asked me to skip 8th. I declined because I was totally socially inept at the time and was afraid of having to make new friends. :heh:

Also, I'm a spoiled brat and expect things to come to me with little or no work. I'm regularly angry at the universe for not providing everything my lazy self wants. I then buckle down and get what I want and then lapse back into laziness. XP

*I've been told that I needed a life.
*Basically, the reason for that is because I like music so much.
*I once practiced on the Clarinet for 6 hrs 25 minutes straight because I was bored.
*I am the only one that can compose ANYTHING in my school (excluding teachers).
*I never wanted to go to school dances...
*I am not very social in life.
*I was able to skip Algebra I, take Geometry for a quarter, and stay in Algebra II. All in one year...

that sounds similar to me xD apart from i dont play Clarinet, my college is full of composers and i didnt have the option in school to skip any part of maths :/

i just hope to god that the whole concept of hell and purgatory is just fictional rubbish to scare people into doing what the vatican says otherwise im totally screwed; assuming i didnt get sent to hell i would be stuck around the 2nd-4th levels (the envious, the wrathful and the slothful) for an eternity at a time

there is not a single moment of my life at the moment where im not wanting to be someone else, wanting to rip someone's head off because they ARE someone else and generally being too bone idle to do anything about the things that make me not want to be me.

i didnt have the option in school to skip any part of maths :/

Hey, I was just lucky :P. I was new to the school, and my old school did not have this "Algebra I, II, Geometry, etc..." system, so I got to skip any if needed.

*I was in a contest of memorizing digits of PI, and I used to know 220 digits of PI. (People thought I was crazy at the time.) Now I only remember 100 of those.
*I've been called a math freak/music freak... reasons for "music" are at my above post. Reasons for math...
*Tutoring someone in Basic Algebra <_<.
*Entered a statewide math contest in 6th grade-8th grade

@clarinetist - "Math-letes is social suicide" maybe that's why?

You should probably become a professional musician if you practise that much...

Being sociable is a sort of skill (well communication skill) that you should develop for the workplace if you're not going to do what i said above. I reckon you should attend a dance with your friends just so that you can experience it once, so that you can tell your kids in the future if they ask you.

^Yeah, being able to make friends anywhere, anytime, with anyone is an awesome skill to have, and very helpful *everywhere* in life, especially the workplace. If everyone around you loves you, you're going to get more for less! I talk to random people all the time, and go to parties I don't especially want to go to, just so I can silver up my tongue a bit more...and you know what? Those random people usually turn out to really cool, and those parties usually turn out to be really fun - you get work skills and fun all at once! XD

@clarinetist - "Math-letes is social suicide" maybe that's why?

You should probably become a professional musician if you practise that much...

:think: I never heard of that math quote before... Yes, I am considering being a musician.

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About the sociable stuff, I socialize, yes, but not enough -_-. But I never thought of it that way
"so that you can tell your kids in the future if they ask you.":think:.

i'm interested in philophy and ethics. doesn't seem to be normal at all as i had to find out..

I have played Fagin in the musical "Oliver!" oliver twist... and I was damn good...

Oh, I also despice the music industry

• I've never had a relationship. Never been on a date. Never been kissed. Nothing.
• I've posted (almost) naked pictures of myself on the internet.
• I have horrid self image.
• I lie a lot. For random reasons.
• I'm extremely opinionated.
• I suck at being social.
• I love showtunes too much.
• I force myself to fall in love with people.
• I'm shallow.
• I consider becoming anorexic.

I am obessed with Batman, I am a pyromaniac, and I love school.

• I've never had a relationship. Never been on a date. Never been kissed. Nothing.
• I've posted (almost) naked pictures of myself on the internet.
• I have horrid self image.
• I lie a lot. For random reasons.
• I'm extremely opinionated.
• I suck at being social.
• I love showtunes too much.
• I force myself to fall in love with people.
• I'm shallow.
• I consider becoming anorexic.


1. ............. no comment :)
2. made me think of first statement
3. dont do that...

:) /me hugs Expialli

1. ............. no comment :)
2. made me think of first statement
3. dont do that...

:) /me hugs Expialli


I swear on my 40th Anniversary Mary Poppins DVD I didn't lie about those.

i would figure.....i seriously need help with problems but i either tell to many people or no one

i'm afraid of the dark and i need at least one light on before i can actually fall asleep. :heh:

I'm afraid of the dark and stayed talking on IM at two AM because I was too afraid to fall asleep and needed comfort.

I cried during Open Season (did I say this)?